As you can see from the time I post this, I didn't sleep tonight at all.
I really need to do something with my life.
The thing is, I don't even know how and why I end up sleeping so late. It's not that I'm very productive anyway...started out to complete my physics kinematics ws and did three questions in five hours. What was I doing for the past 5 hours???
Ok I admit, I was distracted by my comp. To be honest I was stalking people, my classmates and my CT. The results are rather interesting but I'll not post here. And there's facebook and all. Every time I stay up late, it's for a different cause. Until today, I still cannot find the root cause of all this screwed sleep pattern.
Maybe it's my lack of awareness of time, together with the "don't care" attitude. I really have no regard of time when I'm engaged in activities that I'm interested in. It felt like 5 mins until I check the clock and realised that 1 hour passed. One hour passed, just like that. How wasted.
This issue is important. I'm going to reduce my lifespan by a lot if this continues. I need to do something about it. But how? If I have to constantly check the time I'll be unable to concentrate in what I'm doing, and that will just make more time wasted. I think it's still the problem of self control. Maybe I should just try to stop myself in indulging in activities that are not important. This defies the natural human cognitive response to attention grabbing things but oh well...
What is life?
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