Fantasies

Today, I'm in this very dreamy mood.

I miss my childhood! I miss believing that Santa is real and the world is a happy place for everyone. I miss all the stories I heard when I'm young. I miss spending hours of my time playing and reading picture book. I miss how easily I used to imagine bizarre things. I need to find back my imagination. I need to find back my happiness. I need to find back my innocence.

Sometimes, you just stare out of your window and gaze at the sky. And your wild imagination will take you to wonderful places. And you will smile sheepishly. Then you will feel very happy as though you are snuggling under your cosy blanket and all the warmth is embracing you.

Sometimes, it is really necessary to escape the reality and to your dream world. Then you play as much as you want in that alternate dimension,the world that is only accessible to you. Your secret place. Then when you come back, you will be recharged with happiness.

Always be a child at heart.

Double discovered!

Interesting. One of my teacher posted something in his very dead blog, that it has been discovered by students.

Well, fun fact, it was discovered two years ago already. But the discoverer has kindly not revealed it to anyone.

Just now, when she went back to review this rather inactive blog, she is surprised to see the message.

Yup, the internet is a dangerous place.

And by tapping on a very tiny clue, a whole new bunch of discoveries are made.

I actually wonder why would he use that URL? What is it supposed to mean? Nevertheless, it poses an unique identity. Hmm, a lot of game websites show up.And youtube and other things.

That is the price to pay when you become famous! As more and more students know you, more of your secrets will be revealed :) I like his way of handling it, simple and frank. In fact there is really nothing needed to be hidden, we know you are strange a long time ago. Yet, the strangeness is somewhat delightful.

I don't think he will discover this site. Even if he did, I wish it is after graduation to save some embarrassment in case we meet along the corridors. Haha, thinking I'm doing the same thing as him to risk the internet.

The impossible

Recently a lot of things happened. First I'm going for the phantom of the opera! Have I mentioned this before? I think I did. Never mind, no harm in talking about it again, this time it's concrete--I'm going on Friday, 30 August, to Marina Bay Sands to watch phantom of the opera with Yun Si and Ruo Yun!!! :DDDDDDDD That is like dream come true and I'm sure it will be an epic night.

Now, the trouble is, I happen to have two things right on the day after that. Gosh why must they schedule everything on the Saturday? First is my chess competition which is going to be my last chess comp in NY :( Although knowing that I'll be in a completely chaotic state of mind after returning from phantom of the opera 11 pm in the night I still promised my junior that I'll be going, but...

shit got real I got into the second round of SJPO 2013. Yes it is totally unexpected because I'm not that good in physics and I'm not even in the physics olympiad training programme. Ironically I'm in the Chemistry Olympiad training programme but I didn't get into the second round of that. But that will be a different story. Furthermore I also screwed up my physics block test two this time so it really came as a surprise. I was happy for a while but when I look at the questions for the special round I fainted. Nah 重在参与 I'm happy that I can get into second round it's good enough already.

Still I'm going for it which happen to be on 31 Angust AS WELL. That just made that day after phantom of the opera totally disastrous and will boil off any joy left from the wonderful musical. And I have to cancel my participation in the chess tournament as well. Not sure if it is a good or bad thing. All I know is that I will get the same amount of brain contusion no matter which one I attend to. And I should probably study a bit for the special round now so I'll not die a horrible gruesome death.

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And honestly speaking I do like physics, just not the mechanics part. No. The one and only part of physics I find fascinating is modern physics, like all the mind-boggling ideas, quantum theory, general and special theory of relativity, black holes, time and space, string theory...gosh won't the sound of them just make all of your hairs stand?　#geekandIknowit but sadly I don't think I'm going to pursue a career in it. Not due to lack of interest but lack of skills. I mean, I already did badly enough for my block test. And my maths is bad. I'm really afraid of the advanced mathematics coming in my way if I'm going to study physics, because maths is the language of physics. I just don't think I have the brain, you know. Maybe one day, I'll be sitting on a sofa and pointing to the documentary, telling my kids: "Isn't that a wonderful theory?"

P.S. I was randomly doing 75% of the questions in physics O. For question that I have no clue about at all, including those where there are no repeated answer in options and stuff, I just put down C. Yup, because according to research, teachers prefer B and C more than A and D. I guess the theory of C helped.

I have a cat named SJPO. It is both dead and alive now. Shall open the box on 31 August 2013.

Minecraft...addiction much?

Hi I'm just back from playing minecraft. Just joined my first multiplayer server today despite playing single player for over a year now.

EOY is in 6 weeks time, and we have just finished our block test 2. Oh god why D: And now, I'm starting this minecraft thing which seems so fun but...errrrr...I cannot afford to be distracted by it :( I predict that my results for BT2 will be very very bad, especially maths. *curses* I need to work like a maniac for the next 6 weeks now. Although I'm not sure if this EOY is very important, I speculate that it will affect my life in JC, just like how PSLE affects people in NY.

Therefore, I shall work hard. Set the determination, sleep earlier everyday, feed myself properly so that I can concentrate in my studies and less work is required post lesson. #determination

And that is the ideal life. Shall wait for post EOY, which I'll then start on my epic quest in minecraft.

Okay, goal set. Just note that that is kind of the ideal life and there will still be a possibility of it being violated just like how I'm blogging in the middle of the night again.I'll try my best but no guarantees. 

Okay that's all. I think my blog is getting dead now.

#YOLO

Hi I'm finally updating again, despite that it is block test period and I still haven't studied for bio which definitely requires more than a day to study but #YOLO. I also wasted my life away chatting with random people on wechat because I'm seriously bored. Really, really bored. I guess boredom is the primary motivation for people to do stupid things, I'll take note of that.

Actually there is some things that I've wanted to share but I forget them all. Well nm, I shall just share some good music this time:

Oh yeah now I remembered. I want to watch the phantom of the opera! I didn't know that it came to Singapore and so early somemore. I guess I'm stuck under the rock for too long. Oh goodness I definitely am not going to miss it this time, and it will be the first time that I can watch a proper musical, of world class standard.

I think I don't have to mention how obsessed I'm with the phantom of the opera. I have two pieces in my phone, right now.

Before I fantasize any further, I still have exams to study. Sigh... I think I care and less and less about my studies now, there's not even a bit of sense of urgency in me currently.

Since I talked so much of phantom of opera I should include some of it's pieces as well. Here you go:

And I just realised that many of my videos embedded has broken links or removed on youtube. I'm too lazy to look through the previous ones so bear with me. 

Also, I'm obsessed with British culture. I want to study at UK for uni so badly...ahh, the accent, their mannerisms and all of these awesome British dramas. I want to live there!!!

Okay I just got spanked by my mom for not sleeping at 1.02 am and blogging instead. I shall get going now. #YOLO